RECORD: Emma Darwin's diary for: 1863. CUL-DAR242[.27]. Edited by John van Wyhe (Darwin Online, http://darwin-online.org.uk/)
REVISION HISTORY: Transcribed by Christine Chua, corrections by John van Wyhe 4.2019. RN2
NOTE: See record in the Darwin Online manuscript catalogue, enter its Identifier here. Reproduced with the permission of Richard Darwin Keynes. See the introduction to Emma Darwin's diaries here. All of the diaries are also available in a single file here, which has the latest corrections.
Introduction by Christine Chua:
1863 was a distressing year. Darwin was very ill so often so that opium had to be administered to relieve the pain and suffering. He was on various other medications but these did not seem to help as the symptoms persisted. 'Sick' and its variants appeared hundreds of times in Mrs Darwin's diary. To compound to her distress, Horace also had a bad year being very poorly throughout.
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[Printed Title] Harwood's Diamond Diary with An Almanack for 1863
3 – 13
1863
[doodle]
E Darwin
January 1863
Thursday, 1 January 1863
Friday, 2 January 1863
Elinor came
Saturday, 3 January 1863
Robert M. came
Snow went to Ravensbourne
January 1863
Sunday, 4 January 1863
Monday, 5 January 1863
Robert M. & Angus went.
Tuesday, 6 January 1863
Hen went to London with Hope Effie & Ed.
Wednesday, 7 January 1863
[8 January – 14 January 1863 excised]
Thursday, 15 January 1863
Milicent came
Friday, 16 January 1863
G. & F from London
Clement came
Lucy came
Saturday, 17 January 1863
Edmund & Lenny from London
Lizzy Turnbull
January 1863
Sunday, 18 January 1863
Monday, 19 January 1863
Tuesday, 20 January 1863
Milicent went
Wednesday, 21 January 1863
Hen. Lucy Clemet & Ed. went
Thursday, 22 January 1863
went to London for ball at C.P.
Friday, 23 January 1863
Came home
Saturday, 24 January 1863
January 1863
Sunday, 25 January 1863
Monday, 26 January 1863
Tuesday, 27 January 1863
took Lizzy to Miss B
Wednesday, 28 January 1863
Susan came
Thursday, 29 January 1863
boys went to school
Friday, 30 January 1863
Saturday, 31 January 1863
February 1863
Sunday, 1 February 1863
Monday, 2 February 1863
Susan went.
Ch very languid in mg
Tuesday, 3 February 1863
Ch. ditto –
sick after great faintness
Wednesday, 4 February 1863
Came to Q. Anne with Ch. Hen & Horace
Thursday, 5 February 1863
Friday, 6 February 1863
Saturday, 7 February 1863
5/6
Lizzy came
went to Duke's Mote
February 1863
Sunday, 8 February 1863
went to church & tea at C.T
2/6
Monday, 9 February 1863
3/. 1/ -
Lizzy went
Called on Mrs Huxley
lunched at Chester P.
Tuesday, 10 February 1863
headache
Wednesday, 11 February 1863
Went to Kew
Thursday, 12 February 1863
4/6
went to Sydenham
dined at C.T. 2/.
Friday, 13 February 1863
F. E. W. & I dined at Q. Anne
Saturday, 14 February 1863
came home
frost bright sun
cabs 1/6 1/6 1/6
February 1863
Sunday, 15 February 1863
frost
H. quite well all day
Monday, 16 February 1863
not well in mg.
Tuesday, 17 February 1863
H rode –
Harry R. to tea
Wednesday, 18 February 1863
Thursday, 19 February 1863
Friday, 20 February 1863
Saturday, 21 February 1863
Ch. well all this fortnight
February 1863
Sunday, 22 February 1863
John Lubbock dined
Monday, 23 February 1863
Tuesday, 24 February 1863
Ch. faint in night
Wednesday, 25 February 1863
every morng languid & heavy
Thursday, 26 February 1863
sick several times in course of week
Friday, 27 February 1863
Saturday, 28 February 1863
March 1863
Sunday, 1 March 1863
very languid in mg-
Monday, 2 March 1863
Ditto faintness & sickness
Tuesday, 3 March 1863
Wednesday, 4 March 1863
Ch. better but occasional sickness
Thursday, 5 March 1863
Friday, 6 March 1863
Saturday, 7 March 1863
Boys from school.
weather changed.
March 1863
Sunday, 8 March 1863
Monday, 9 March 1863
G. went back
Lizzy & Miss Hutch. came-
Tuesday, 10 March 1863
Wednesday, 11 March 1863
Boys & girls went
Thursday, 12 March 1863
Friday, 13 March 1863
Saturday, 14 March 1863
Mr Latter 12-
Harry Lizzie & Eliz came.
Hen. went to London
March 1863
Sunday, 15 March 1863
Monday, 16 March 1863
Went.
Harry to tea
Tuesday, 17 March 1863
Horace not well & [head]✓
Wednesday, 18 March 1863
poorly
Thursday, 19 March 1863
very feverish & throat
Friday, 20 March 1863
fever almost gone
Eliz came
Saturday, 21 March 1863
March 1863
Sunday, 22 March 1863
downstairs a short time
Monday, 23 March 1863
out fine day
no flat
Tuesday, 24 March 1863
out fine day
Do -
Wednesday, 25 March 1863
Thursday, 26 March 1863
G. Tollet
Friday, 27 March 1863
Ellen came
Saturday, 28 March 1863
March - April 1863
Sunday, 29 March 1863
Monday, 30 March 1863
Out fine day
Harry Rich –
no flat.
Tuesday, 31 March 1863
Ditto
no flat
Wednesday, 1 April 1863
Cath came from L. H. P.
Thursday, 2 April 1863
G Tollet came [line crossed out]
Tollets went
Wm came.
Friday, 3 April 1863
Ellen T. came [line crossed out]
Hen came home [line crossed out]
Saturday, 4 April 1863
William came [line crossed out]
April 1863
Sunday, 5 April 1863
Monday, 6 April 1863
Harry Rich
H. brisk all day [line crossed out]
Cath went
Tuesday, 7 April 1863
Mr Cresy to lunch
Wm went
Alfred came
Lawrence came
Camilla
Mary's death [Hawkshaw, Mary Jane Jackson, Godfrey Wedgwood's wife, at childbed]
Wednesday, 8 April 1863
Thursday, 9 April 1863
Friday, 10 April 1863
Saturday, 11 April 1863
fine.
April 1863
Sunday, 12 April 1863
fine day
Monday, 13 April 1863
Lawrence & girls went
Tuesday, 14 April 1863
Went to Westerham
Wednesday, 15 April 1863
Fine
Camilla went
Thursday, 16 April 1863
Fine
walked to cut down wood
began reading with H.
Friday, 17 April 1863
H not so well
Saturday, 18 April 1863
April 1863
Sunday, 19 April 1863
H. poorly.
Monday, 20 April 1863
Ditto left off reading
Tuesday, 21 April 1863
Elinor came
H. went to conjuror in village
Wednesday, 22 April 1863
frequent flat
walked part way with Julia to Raven
Thursday, 23 April 1863
G. came from school
Friday, 24 April 1863
Saturday, 25 April 1863
went with Elinor & G. to New Phil.
Ch skin very bad
April 1863
Sunday, 26 April 1863
beautiful day
Ch. very poorly
Monday, 27 April 1863
Came to Hartfield
Tuesday, 28 April 1863
Cold windy day
H. stomach very bad the next 3 days but brisk
bad at night
Wednesday, 29 April 1863
walked out with pony
rain.
April – May 1863
Thursday, 30 April 1863
dismal day
walked over common & in wood.
Friday, 1 May 1863
Hen rode –
went shopping to E.G
children to Brambletye
Saturday, 2 May 1863
walked in Mr M's wood.
took G. to E. Grinstead
May 1863
Sunday, 3 May 1863
beautiful day.
walked to Brook on common_
Monday, 4 May 1863
beautiful weather
drove to Buckhurst
Horace went also
Tuesday, 5 May 1863
Ch. poorly & languid all week
Wednesday, 6 May 1863
Came to L. H. P.
Thursday, 7 May 1863
Ch. better
Friday, 8 May 1863
Saturday, 9 May 1863
May 1863
Sunday, 10 May 1863
went to church
Monday, 11 May 1863
Cold
did not go out
Tuesday, 12 May 1863
rain
Wednesday, 13 May 1863
came home
cold wind
Thursday, 14 May 1863
rain & cold
no flat
Friday, 15 May 1863
rain
Ch. taken with pain in bowels –
no flat
Saturday, 16 May 1863
very unwell
Camilla & Lizzy
boys from sch.
no flat
May 1863
Sunday, 17 May 1863
Ch very unwell with pain
Monday, 18 May 1863
Hen went to London & children to school
Tuesday, 19 May 1863
pain left & sickness came on
Wednesday, 20 May 1863
Ditto
Emily T. came
Thursday, 21 May 1863
sick in mg.
Friday, 22 May 1863
Miss Th came
Horace & I to Bromley
Saturday, 23 May 1863
Henrietta returned
Horace to Bromley
May 1863
Sunday, 24 May 1863
Monday, 25 May 1863
Tuesday, 26 May 1863
Wednesday, 27 May 1863
hot to Sunday
Thursday, 28 May 1863
Hilary drank tea
Friday, 29 May 1863
Hen & Hilary to dog show
Saturday, 30 May 1863
went to Phil rehearsal
Horace to Dog show
May 1863
Sunday, 31 May 1863
In hand 21 – 6 - 0
Monday, 1 June 1863
12 1/3 by 8. 1/4
Tuesday, 2 June 1863
Wednesday, 3 June 1863
Thursday, 4 June 1863
Friday, 5 June 1863
Wm came
Saturday, 6 June 1863
Lizzy came & George
June 1863
Sunday, 7 June 1863
Monday, 8 June 1863
went to London taking Lizzy back
Pop. concert
Tuesday, 9 June 1863
shopping &c
Wednesday, 10 June 1863
came home headache
Hen. came up to Statue
Thursday, 11 June 1863
Friday, 12 June 1863
Saturday, 13 June 1863
June 1863
Sunday, 14 June 1863
Monday, 15 June 1863
Emily T went
Hen. to Cumberland
Tuesday, 16 June 1863
Wednesday, 17 June 1863
Ch. unwell with pain
Thursday, 18 June 1863
better
drove to Bromley common
Friday, 19 June 1863
rain.
Saturday, 20 June 1863
drove in pony carriage to Ravensb.
June 1863
Sunday, 21 June 1863
Monday, 22 June 1863
Tuesday, 23 June 1863
boys from school.
Wednesday, 24 June 1863
Thursday, 25 June 1863
Friday, 26 June 1863
Camilla came
Saturday, 27 June 1863
Horace rode had a fall –
faintish in evg.
June – July 1863
Sunday, 28 June 1863
Monday, 29 June 1863
Camilla went
Tuesday, 30 June 1863
Carpmaels
Wednesday, 1 July 1863
Thursday, 2 July 1863
boys with sore throat
Friday, 3 July 1863
Saturday, 4 July 1863
July 1863
Sunday, 5 July 1863
bad at night
Monday, 6 July 1863
good day
bad night
Tuesday, 7 July 1863
uncomf. after break.
Wednesday, 8 July 1863
Thursday, 9 July 1863
no fruit
Friday, 10 July 1863
H. rode
had strawberries
Saturday, 11 July 1863
bad morning
July 1863
Sunday, 12 July 1863
baddish days
H.
Monday, 13 July 1863
H. G. & Elinor to Canterbury
Tuesday, 14 July 1863
good day.
strawberries
Wednesday, 15 July 1863
very good day
had fruit
Thursday, 16 July 1863
Ditto
L. H P came
H Rode
Friday, 17 July 1863
good day
H. rode
Saturday, 18 July 1863
good day
July 1863
Sunday, 19 July 1863
fine
Monday, 20 July 1863
Tuesday, 21 July 1863
Eras. came
rain all day
Horace baddish
Wednesday, 22 July 1863
Lizzy & Strickland came
Thursday, 23 July 1863
L. H. P went leaving Sophy.
Friday, 24 July 1863
Saturday, 25 July 1863
Strickland & Ed. went. F.E W. Hen - & Eva came
July 1863
Sunday, 26 July 1863
Monday, 27 July 1863
Hor. 4. good day
Tuesday, 28 July 1863
In hand. 12 – 17 –
opera Faust
returned to London with FEW &c
Wednesday, 29 July 1863
from London
called on Miss P
Thursday, 30 July 1863
came from [line crossed out]
Friday, 31 July 1863
Saturday, 1 August 1863
Wm came
August 1863
Sunday, 2 August 1863
Mr Cresy –
H. very unwell -
Monday, 3 August 1863
Tuesday, 4 August 1863
Hor. well -
Wednesday, 5 August 1863
Thursday, 6 August 1863
rain
cricket
Hen. Tooth ache -
Friday, 7 August 1863
races
Mr Strickland
hot
Saturday, 8 August 1863
hot
August 1863
Sunday, 9 August 1863
very hot
Monday, 10 August 1863
Tuesday, 11 August 1863
Eliz. & Ed – came
Miss Pugh came
Wednesday, 12 August 1863
Thursday, 13 August 1863
went to London with E. & E
Friday, 14 August 1863
Saturday, 15 August 1863
August 1863
Sunday, 16 August 1863
Monday, 17 August 1863
went to London with Lizzy & Miss P_
Tuesday, 18 August 1863
returned with Louisa Amy & Ed_
G. came after woodhouse
Wednesday, 19 August 1863
Thursday, 20 August 1863
Friday, 21 August 1863
Camilla came
Saturday, 22 August 1863
August 1863
Sunday, 23 August 1863
Monday, 24 August 1863
Tuesday, 25 August 1863
Wednesday, 26 August 1863
ad. Betsy 1 Old Ring 3
Thursday, 27 August 1863
ad. Anne 10/-
In hand £24 – 12
came to Barlaston
Friday, 28 August 1863
drove out with F.
Saturday, 29 August 1863
fine picnic
August – September 1863
Sunday, 30 August 1863
Hemmings & Mary Jones came
Monday, 31 August 1863
rain all day.
Tuesday, 1 September 1863
maids &c 3/6
came to Malvern
18 – 5
3.18.6 4.6 6 2.2
Wednesday, 2 September 1863
Thursday, 3 September 1863
Ch & Hen. came from London
Friday, 4 September 1863
Saturday, 5 September 1863
Gardeners Chron [See Vermin and traps, F1728]
September 1863
Sunday, 6 September 1863
Monday, 7 September 1863
Tuesday, 8 September 1863
Wednesday, 9 September 1863
Thursday, 10 September 1863
Friday, 11 September 1863
went to concert Messiah
Saturday, 12 September 1863
C regular acid sickness began
drove round hill
September 1863
Sunday, 13 September 1863
Wm came
C. very giddy & unwell
Monday, 14 September 1863
better
1 – 3 – 3 1 – 6
Tuesday, 15 September 1863
H. began water cure
better
Wednesday, 16 September 1863
Wm & girls drove to Eastnor
Ch. better
Thursday, 17 September 1863
C. bad sickness
came to London with Lizzy.
fares 2. 15 –
cab, Ken. & [illeg] 10 -.
hat 1 – 8 - .
Friday, 18 September 1863
C had a better day
Saturday, 19 September 1863
September 1863
Sunday, 20 September 1863
sick before break –
uncomf all day
Monday, 21 September 1863
Bad sickness after breakfast
languid all day
sick at 10 p.m.
Tuesday, 22 September 1863
sick before b.
better day
slightly sick at night
Wednesday, 23 September 1863
Hen went to Birm
good day
much distress at night & sick
Thursday, 24 September 1863
good day & good night
Friday, 25 September 1863
v. g. day.
Wm went
Saturday, 26 September 1863
v. g. day
outside gates
Hen. came home
September 1863
Sunday, 27 September 1863
not so good a day head swimming
great flat at night not sick
Horace not so well.
Monday, 28 September 1863
much better
walked a good deal.
much flat at night
Tuesday, 29 September 1863
bad swimming sinking &c
Wednesday, 30 September 1863
better day
October 1863
Thursday, 1 October 1863
much swimming in head all day.
much giddiness & shocks in evening.
good night
lunched with Mrs Holland
Friday, 2 October 1863
C. good day
Saturday, 3 October 1863
C. much better
Horace poorly several times in day
October 1863
Sunday, 4 October 1863
H. very uncomf.
Ch. very swimming in head all day.
H walked.
Monday, 5 October 1863
Ch. better
Tuesday, 6 October 1863
Wednesday, 7 October 1863
Thursday, 8 October 1863
Friday, 9 October 1863
very weak
swimming & with legs weak all this fortnight
Saturday, 10 October 1863
October 1863
Sunday, 11 October 1863
Monday, 12 October 1863
C sick
came to London
Tuesday, 13 October 1863
Slightly sick
came to London
Wednesday, 14 October 1863
much sick in night
came home
Thursday, 15 October 1863
C. much better
Friday, 16 October 1863
very good day
baddish night but no sickness
Saturday, 17 October 1863
v.g. day.
g. night
October 1863
Sunday, 18 October 1863
Monday, 19 October 1863
Tuesday, 20 October 1863
baddish day
Wednesday, 21 October 1863
bad day
sickness
Thursday, 22 October 1863
H. began reading
Friday, 23 October 1863
rheumatism
feverish
Saturday, 24 October 1863
with headache
sickness in afternoon & night
October 1863
Sunday, 25 October 1863
Monday, 26 October 1863
Tuesday, 27 October 1863
Eliz. Came
I went to Bromley
Wednesday, 28 October 1863
sickness at night
Thursday, 29 October 1863
Friday, 30 October 1863
Saturday, 31 October 1863
Lizzy came from sch.
Slight sickness at night
November 1863
Sunday, 1 November 1863
Monday, 2 November 1863
v. g. day. Lizzy went
Tuesday, 3 November 1863
Hen went to Everleigh
Dr Brinton came
Bad night with pain
H. sick
Wednesday, 4 November 1863
in bed all day.
Thursday, 5 November 1863
better
Friday, 6 November 1863
Saturday, 7 November 1863
acid sickness in mg.
November 1863
Sunday, 8 November 1863
swimming all day
sickness in evg.
Monday, 9 November 1863
faint & acid
sickness in mg & again in evg.
Tuesday, 10 November 1863
began iodine?
Wednesday, 11 November 1863
Thursday, 12 November 1863
good
H. failed 1st time for near a fortnight
Friday, 13 November 1863
fine day.
Hen came home
Saturday, 14 November 1863
C. not quite so well
Horace rather poorly
November 1863
Sunday, 15 November 1863
Monday, 16 November 1863
Sudden dazzling & sickness
Tuesday, 17 November 1863
Sick once in after Savings Bank affairs
in afternoon also & in night
Wednesday, 18 November 1863
Sick in evg. [line crossed out]
Thursday, 19 November 1863
Sick at 6 p.m
Friday, 20 November 1863
left off iodine?
Sick at one
Saturday, 21 November 1863
pain in day.
sick 7. p. m
November 1863
Sunday, 22 November 1863
v. g day
Monday, 23 November 1863
slightly sick at night after v. g day
Tuesday, 24 November 1863
v. g day
a good deal of sickness & sinking at night
Wednesday, 25 November 1863
slight in mg.
Thursday, 26 November 1863
began. medicine again
sickness after dinner & in evg.
v. g. night
Friday, 27 November 1863
slight acid
sickness in mg.
sick at about 8 pm.
Saturday, 28 November 1863
tolerable day till 5/30 sick.
& several times in night
November – December 1863
Sunday, 29 November 1863
g. day till 4.30
sick 5.35 & 9.
3 times in night
Monday, 30 November 1863
sick 4 times in day
2 in night
in bed all day
Tuesday, 1 December 1863
sick much at 9.30
faint distress in mg
bilious sickness 12.30
once in night
Wednesday, 2 December 1863
once at 12 slightly comf all day.
12 at night
Thursday, 3 December 1863
Friday, 4 December 1863
began Quinine
sick about 12 at night
Saturday, 5 December 1863
sick 12.30
at 9. twice & slightly 1.
December 1863
Sunday, 6 December 1863
sick at 10.30 4.30 9.30 12.
H. better
flat —
Monday, 7 December 1863
slight flat
Tuesday, 8 December 1863
sick at 10. 4.30 5.30 12.
Horace grey powder
Wednesday, 9 December 1863
12.30 2.30 9
several times in night
very bad night
Thursday, 10 December 1863
in bed all day
Eliz came
Hen. to Ravensbourne
acid sickness twice in night
Friday, 11 December 1863
Came down stairs twice
sick 3 –
5.30
very bad night sick & flat till 2.30
Saturday, 12 December 1863
sick 12-
5 –
8.30
9.30
Colchicum
Eliz went
good night
December 1863
Sunday, 13 December 1863
comf till 3-30
sick
no sickness
2 3 struggles
Monday, 14 December 1863
Tuesday, 15 December 1863
much swimming all day
took quinine at night
violent flat & slight sickness
Wednesday, 16 December 1863
sick at 10 a.m.
Thursday, 17 December 1863
very bad sinking & faintness at night
Friday, 18 December 1863
3 times sick at 4.
Saturday, 19 December 1863
sick at 9.30
bad attack of sickness from 4 to 9.
opium once in night
December 1863
Sunday, 20 December 1863
much recovered
1 g opium dinner time
3 times sick at 8.
1g. op.
Monday, 21 December 1863
2 sick at 5.30
4 times in night
Tuesday, 22 December 1863
Lizzy came from school
sick 7.30
comf night but frequent sickness
Wednesday, 23 December 1863
once 8.
good day
9.30
sick 2 in night
Thursday, 24 December 1863
Wm came
1.15
5.30
6.30
heavy night no sickness
Friday, 25 December 1863
at 9.30
began compresse
3 times in night
Took opium comf after
Saturday, 26 December 1863
good day
sick at 9.30
December 1863
Sunday, 27 December 1863
v. g. day.
sick 8.30 & several more times till 11.
uncomf night
Monday, 28 December 1863
sick 11.30 slightly
3.30
9. & 3 more in night
last dose of brandy at 9 p.m.
Tuesday, 29 December 1863
v. g.
9.30
2 or 3.
blue pill
Wednesday, 30 December 1863
v. good day
8. slightly [line crossed out]
uncomf but not sick [line crossed out]
sick once in mg.
good night [line crossed out]
left off pepsine
Thursday, 31 December 1863
8 acid sickness [line crossed out]
8 slightly b [crossed out] acid
uncomf much of day but not sick
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